Since I've moved to canberra, i really do feel like I have been given a second chance and that I have been able to make a fresh start. Things in Melbourne were just beginning to get a little too surreal for me, and all the drama going on around me almost brought me to my limit. Coming here, all by myself, with no friends, no connections, no reputations, pretty much alone, was no doubt a daunting experience. However, I believe now (4 months in) I have found a place. I believe I have found that group of people that I can rely on. I believe that I have found something similar to what I had back in Melbourne. Of course, I can never replace my old friends and of course, I can never forget my old friends...
I've been feeling so homesick for the past few days, and I'm now going to post some sad memories.
^Schoolies 2011. Jumping by the sea with Michelle, Josie and Josh. After many failed attempts, this is actually the only decent photo. Despite Michelle's face being covered with her Poncho, I really like this photo.
^This photo never fails to make me smile. I remember the exact thoughts going through my mind. It was at my 18th/Farewell birthday party. Michelle was giving her farewell speech to me whilst tearing up, monica next to her crying, Jamie with his arms around my neck preventing me from going up to thank michelle, and lucy supporting me right there. I will never forget how much your speeches meant to me that night.
^ My year 12 graduation. This will always remain as one of my favourite photos. The only bad thing about it, is that it is missing Josie and Tom. Going through photos of graduation night always makes me smile.
^Probably the one girl that I will remember most from highschool. I've tried to stick by her and help her through everything throughout the time that i knew her. I care about her so much, and I look forward most to catching up with her each time I'm down in Melbourne. She has influenced me just as much as I hope that I have influenced her.
^Walking Home Buddy/Long Time Friend/Neighbour. I will always remember the long dnms that we used to have whilst walking home everyday for a solid 6 years after school. We talked about pretty much everything; girls, relationships, tvshows, sport (even though I'm not much of a fan), and we'd even attempt to harmonize through duets. One of my first and oldest bro's that I have.
Okay..I'm going to stop there because my blog will start to get slightly gay and too emotional for my liking. I could go on with more, but I'm afraid that if I do, I will end up reading into pretty much every photo that I have in my albums.
-Goodnight.
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