Torts is going to kill me

So I've just finished a solid 2 hours of sufficient and productive studying. I've finished going through the course outline for torts. Tomorrow morning, I'm planning on waking up early (and actually getting out of bed), then going through the assignment scenario and searching for cases and material that i can bring into my essay. I am planning on beginning my write up tomorrow night. That is a must. I need to finish this stupid thing by the end of the week.

On another note, I just ordered the new ipad :) It has my name engraved on it. I also got an orange case. for those in canberra who may be reading this and assuming that I got the orange case for jerky reasons, you are wrong and I genuinely like the colour of the case and think that it looks cool. I'm not trying to join/conform to any thing. haha. I'm quite excited for my ipad to come. It said that it would ship within 1-3 days! I shall be eagerly waiting..

anyway, I feel like ranting, so i'm going to write up a draft to post tomorrow, and if I still feel pissed off at the world, I may post it. stay tuned for a melt down.

Here is the lovely florence covering my favourite song of 2012 so far

-zzz.

Mo Money Mo Problems

I just started budgetting recently. Ever since i got my job, I find that i am a lot more cautious with my money, not that i wasnt before... I work so hard for that money, and i feel bad every time I go to the cashier to pay for stuff. If I actually stick to my budget, I've calculated that each week i should be able to make an extra 100-200$ depending on how many hours I work...

The thing is, I realised that I need money for when I go overseas as well as money for melbourne. Each time that I go back to melbourne I just end up blowing money left, right and centre. I have no idea where it goes... but it does. Recently, my bank account has been hit hard due to law ball tickets, coldplay tickets, mccc tickets, and soon to be psych ball tickets. I have paid for all except psych ball. I've paid back law ball and coldplay already from work, but looking at my bank statements just makes me so depressed. I still have sufficient money, i just don't like looking at the amount that I HAD and seeing the different between that and my current total. I also hate asking my family for money...it just doesn't feel right. Also, people owe me money! I need to get it back! I don't mind lending money/paying for other people, it's just that when it takes FOREVER to get the money back, it pisses me off.

anyway, I'll keep this post short. My law assignment came out just two days ago, and ever since i have been working flat out studying fo it. On top of that, i have a really bad cold. I think I should take it easy for a bit. I had a blood nose before, and I think it's because I've been trying to push too much on to my plate in the last 5 days.

Here is a photo of me pimping at white party.

-out.

I will remember you

Since I've moved to canberra, i really do feel like I have been given a second chance and that I have been able to make a fresh start. Things in Melbourne were just beginning to get a little too surreal for me, and all the drama going on around me almost brought me to my limit. Coming here, all by myself, with no friends, no connections, no reputations, pretty much alone, was no doubt a daunting experience. However, I believe now (4 months in) I have found a place. I believe I have found that group of people that I can rely on. I believe that I have found something similar to what I had back in Melbourne. Of course, I can never replace my old friends and of course, I can never forget my old friends...

I've been feeling so homesick for the past few days, and I'm now going to post some sad memories.

^Schoolies 2011. Jumping by the sea with Michelle, Josie and Josh. After many failed attempts, this is actually the only decent photo. Despite Michelle's face being covered with her Poncho, I really like this photo.

^This photo never fails to make me smile. I remember the exact thoughts going through my mind. It was at my 18th/Farewell birthday party. Michelle was giving her farewell speech to me whilst tearing up, monica next to her crying, Jamie with his arms around my neck preventing me from going up to thank michelle, and lucy supporting me right there. I will never forget how much your speeches meant to me that night.

^ My year 12 graduation. This will always remain as one of my favourite photos. The only bad thing about it, is that it is missing Josie and Tom. Going through photos of graduation night always makes me smile.

^Probably the one girl that I will remember most from highschool. I've tried to stick by her and help her through everything throughout the time that i knew her. I care about her so much, and I look forward most to catching up with her each time I'm down in Melbourne. She has influenced me just as much as I hope that I have influenced her.

^Walking Home Buddy/Long Time Friend/Neighbour. I will always remember the long dnms that we used to have whilst walking home everyday for a solid 6 years after school. We talked about pretty much everything; girls, relationships, tvshows, sport (even though I'm not much of a fan), and we'd even attempt to harmonize through duets. One of my first and oldest bro's that I have.

Okay..I'm going to stop there because my blog will start to get slightly gay and too emotional for my liking. I could go on with more, but I'm afraid that if I do, I will end up reading into pretty much every photo that I have in my albums.

-Goodnight.